“For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes. To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.”
These past three years, I have hit rock bottom, climbed up my pit and fell again. My broken pieces in every attempt to piece them together had flown away with the wind,stripping me of any hope. I think you’d see this in a quite informal no-touching sense cos I’d start bawling if I write how I ached, despaired and cried off most of the days.
I look at who I was before all of this,before I fell into that pit and I see, a beautiful person. And I’m amazed by some of the things I used to do but counted as trivial. I want to go back to that , be even more amazing and use all of my talents in the best possible way and shine!
A SEED HAS TO CRACK, ITS INSIDES SHOULD COME OUT FOR EVERYTHING TO CHANGE. You have to break, only then the light can shine through. It’s when you hit the ground and crack, in that terrible pit called rock bottom, you can grow.
This is me
trying to grow growing.
It’s a whole new week ahead and I’ll focus on developing my science writing and building a better sci-comm plan.